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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

The Race

There is a poem I like to read when things are tough. The first time I heard it had to be over 10 years ago at a young adult group I use to go too. I had a bad Xerox of it for a while, then it got lost. Then back when I worked at SBC they gave us they little motivational book, which included the much loved poem in it! I think I may have let a little squeaks of joy when I saw it in there. Reading it always puts a little wind in my sails. I thought I would share it with all four of you that read this blog.

They all lined up so full of hope,
Each thought to win the race,
Or tie for first, or if not that,
At least take second place.

And fathers watched from off the side,
Each cheering for his son;
And each boy hoped to show his dad
That he would be the one.

The whistle blew, and off they went,
Young hearts and hopes afire,
To win, to be the hero there
Was each young boy’s desire.

And one boy in particular
Whose dad was in the crowd,
Was running in the lead and thought,
My dad will be so proud.

But as they sped down the field
Across a shallow dip,
The little boy who thought to win,
Lost his step and slipped.

Trying hard to catch himself,
His hands flew out in brace,
And mid the laughter of the crowd,
He fell flat on his face.

So down he fell and with him hope,
He couldn’t win, not now;
Embarrassed, sad, he only wished
To disappear somehow.

But as he fell his dad stood up,
And showed his anxious face;
Which to the boy so clearly said;
Get up and win the race.

He quickly rose, no damage done
A bit behind that’s all:
And ran with all his might and mind
To make up for his fall.

So anxious to restore himself,
To catch up, to win,
His mind went faster then his legs,
He slipped and fell again.

He wished then he had quit before,
With only one disgrace;
I’m hopeless as a runner now,
I shouldn’t try to race.

But in the laughing crowd he searched,
And found his father’s face,
That steady look that said again,
Get up and win the race.

So up he jumped to try again,
Ten yards behind the last;
If I’m going to gain those yards
I’ve gotta move real fast

Exerting everything he had,
He regained eight or ten;
But trying so hard to catch the lead
He slipped and fell again.

Defeat; he lay there silently
A tear dropped from his eye;
There’s no sense in running anymore
Three strikes I’m out, why try.

The will to rise had disappeared
All hope had fled away;
So far behind, so error prone
I’ll never go all the way.
     
I’ve lost- so what’s the use he though,
I’ll live with my disgrace;
But then he thought about his dad
Who soon he’d have to face.

Get up- an echo sounded low,
Get up and take your place;
You were not meant for failure here,
Get up and win the race.

With borrowed will, get up it said,
You haven’t lost at all
For winning is not more then this
To rise each time you fall

So up he rose to run once more,
And a new commit;
He resolved that win or lose the race,
At least he wouldn’t quit

Three times he’d fallen, stumbling,
Three times he rose again;
Now he gave it all he had,
And ran as thought to win

They cheered the winning runner
As he crossed the line, first place;
Head high and prud and happy,
No falling, no failing, no disgrace

But when the fallen youngster
Crossed the line last place,
The crowd gave him the greater cheer
For finishing the race.

And even though he came in last
With head bowed low unproud,
You would have thought he won the race
To listen to the crowd.

And to his dad, he sadly said,
I didn’t do so well;
To me you won, his father said,
You rose each time you fell.

And now when things seem dark
And hard and difficult to face,
The memory of that little boy
Helps me in my race.

For all of life is like that race
With ups and downs and all,
And all you have to do to win
Is rise each time you fall.

Monday, September 19, 2005

Life's Ups and Downs

Such a crazy weekend!

My plans to go to Indy this weekend got screwed up when my job insisted I work on Sunday. But luckily Amy decided to come up here and see me. Then Saturday work gave me my paperwork to get my insurance started, and I decided to do what I thought was the right thing and tell them that I accepted another position somewhere and I would be leaving in a month. I just didn't want them to go through paying for my insurance when I was going to quit two weeks after it started. Well, my "right thing" led them to letting me go an hour later.


But even with that happening, I can't seem to think this was a bad weekend. I got to spend more time with Amy. And that's always a good thing. And even with the craziness of this weekend, it was great. She is great. It seems kind of crazy to be thinking of someone as much as I do of her, and as highly as I do of her. But I do. And being with her in the mist of this craziness made a world of difference. She pushes me and challenges me to grow. She believes I can do it. She makes me laugh and smile. I don't think I can do her justice in a few words on here, but trust me when I say I am a lucky guy.

We finally took a couple photos of us together this weekend. The first one is outside my apartment building after church. I look like a robot or bored in that one, but the girl next to me is pretty darn cute. And then Amy took the next one while we were sitting on my couch.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Not What You Want To Read About The Place You Dined At Last Week


Roaches force closing of popular eatery

Tribune staff reports
Published September 13, 2005, 8:33 AM CDT

Dick's Last Resort, a popular Streeterville restaurant that cheekily calls itself the "Shame of Chicago" on its menu, was ordered temporarily closed this week after public health inspectors allegedly found cockroaches in the kitchen, WGN-Ch. 9 reported.

Food also allegedly was found stored at unsafe temperatures, and mold was discovered growing in an ice machine in the restaurant at 435 E. Illinois St., Chicago Department of Public Health officials said.

Dick's will remain closed until it corrects the problems and is re-inspected and found in compliance with city codes, WGN reported.


Amy and I dinned here last week before we took our boat tour downtown. My salad was good, but I'm really glad we didn't get sick now. Although when I told Amy this she did remind me that her mudslide was the worst she ever had. It must have been the mold.....

Monday, September 12, 2005

Who Is He To You?

I heard this at a young adult retreat a few years ago, and I'm still quite found of it, so I thought I would share it will you all (or should that be y'all).

Let us call the roll of some of the professions:
To artists, He is the One altogether lovely.
To architects, He is the Chief Cornerstone.
To physicians, He is the Great Physician.
To preachers, He is the Word of God.
To philosophers, He is the Wisdom of God.
To the dying, He is the Resurrection and the Life.
To geologists, He is the Rock of ages.
To farmers, He is the Lord of the harvest.
To professors, He is the Master Teacher.
To prodigals, He is the forgiving Father.
To the lost sheep, He is the Good Shepherd.
To thirsty souls, He is the Water of life.
To the hungry, He is the Bread of life.
To philanthropists, He is God's Unspeakable Gift.
Nineteen centuries after His sojourn on earth, His shadow is larger and
growing larger than ever before. No one can measure His height or His
influence.

(Herbert Gabhart in a message given at the Union University in Jackson, TN, January 1952 as cited in The Book of Jesus, Calvin Miller, ed., p. 43).

Saturday, September 10, 2005

The Chicagoist

I changed up the links in the sidebar a bit tonight, and I added a few new one, including my new favorite The Chicagoist. It has all kind of fun little chicago happenings and stories and I enjoyed reading it's stories. It's part of a serise of sites including The Gothamist (but who would want to read about NYC? I mean if it was so cool, the would have made Gotham City based on NY and not Chicago in the new Christian Bale movie, Right?!?), The Londonist, The Seattlest, The Shanghaist amd my favorite sounding one, The Austinist (becasue it sounds like the awesomist).

Thursday, September 08, 2005

New Look!


So you pulled up this site and now you are thinking, "Patrick, Whatever did you do to your site? It use to be boring, but nice. Now it's kind of a train wreck."

I'm playing around with the layout and colors of the page a bit. I had been using just the old Template that blogger gives you, and wanted to make it something that is just my own. So you may see some changes in the color and the layout over the next few days as I have time to play.

Please leave me a comment with any suggestions on colors, layouts, or whatever else pops into your brains. Feedback is most welcome.

Monday, September 05, 2005

You might have noticed I haven't been around...


Sorry it's been a little while since I wrote an update on this old blog of mine. I started to write a little review of a Chris Rice concert that I attended at my church a couple of weeks ago, but never finished it. The time hasn't been there.

Trying to find the time to write lately has been hard. There is work and driving back and forth to work (Ug commuting!), Church things (Sunday mornings- Small groups preparations, ect). But I just finished a wonderful weekend with my favorite distraction, Amy. A wonderful woman from Indianapolis that I have been having the greatest time getting to know for the past couple of months.

Amy came up to Chicago this weekend, and it was great touring around Chicago over the weekend acting like a tourist. Went up on the Sears Tower for the first time since I was in grade school, and for the first time ever at night, saw the city by boat on the Chicago River, dined at Hard Rock Cafe and Dick's Last Resort, walked along the lake-front, and learned that Chicago had a Tiffany's. Somewhere in there we also squeezed in a VERY bad David Cassidy concert, but we greatly enjoyed sitting in the back and making fun of his awesome badness. Thankfully the township that was sponsoring the performance ended it with one of the best Firework shows I have seen in the burbs in a while (The photo above is not from this weekend, but a photo I took on the 4th). Of course, none of these things would have been 1/2 as fun without the company I had for the weekend. It will be tough waiting until I get to see Amy again, but at least I have something to look forward to soon.